ImmaBeAlright Posted August 6, 2006 Posted August 6, 2006 And I'm feeling relieved. Yes it hurts, but now I know and can start the process of moving on. We were on a break for like 2 weeks so I had a headstart with the grieving process. We had such a lovely talk right just now, while breaking up...lol. We have decided that we will be friends, but initially, its best not to contact each other for obvious reasons. I know what u thinking, and no, thats not it. I will not get back to friends basis until I am completely healed, and who knows, by then I might not even want to. We didnt break up on bad terms though, so it is very likely that we will be friends. So now its on to moving on, concentrating more on my life and keeping busy.
Mollyanna Posted August 6, 2006 Posted August 6, 2006 Girl, be careful being his friend. It is going to hurt like Hell when you find out about him seeing someone else. Make sure you are over him before you start hanging out as pals.
Author ImmaBeAlright Posted August 7, 2006 Author Posted August 7, 2006 Exactly my point, I would never even think of talking to him, hanging out with him if I still had any unresolved feelings for him. Was funny really, when we were talking about being friends, he said he'd rather not hear about new BFs and stuff. We have deep respect for each other, just that circumstances didn't allow. But I know exactly what you mean. I thought I would be devastated but am not, am actually feeling fine. Woke up early today and did some writing, which helps me a lot. I detailed everything that I was grieving, basically the loss of a dream and stuff. So am now feeling much better. I thought to myself, would I go back, and the answer is: No. Even if there was a chance. Not because it was an ugly relationship, but rather because it was so lovely and untainted. And going back might spoil that, spoil the memory because we would by then have reservations and be trying to put up defenses and such. Thus ends the greatest love story of my life.... (thus far... lol).
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