enough crying 626 Posted August 5, 2006 Posted August 5, 2006 i Been With My Kids Father For 6 Years I Never Told Him My Past History He Found Out Like 4 Years Ago Now He Still Holds My Past Against Me Really When I Get Mad At Him Now He We Still Have Sex He Questions My Where Abouts But I Cant Question Him Recently He Just Started Hittin On Me Callin Me All Kinds Of Names An How Noone Wants Me I Cant Call Him Cause If I Do He Yells At Me An Call Me Stupid For Still Messing With Him....oh Yeah 3 Weeks Ago I Goes To The Doctor He Gave Me Gonorreha An Some Other Std Then Last Week He Had A Hickey On His Chest We Had A Big Fight An Then He Throws In My Face We Aint Toghter He Just Told Me That He Loved Me An He Will Never Leave Me...i Mean He Is All I Got I Love Him So Dam Much I Mean I Made Mistakes But It Was Outta Anger I Been Goin In Circles Since I Met Him An I Wanna Walk Away Now Cause All I Do Is Cry An Then I Take My Anger Out On My Kids Im So Hurt I Tryed To Move On With My Life But I Felt Guilty Bein With Someone Else We Wasnt Toghter But He Still Say I Cheated On Him Cause I Wanted To Get Back With Him Mind U He Was Loving Me A Week Ago Now Today Outta No Were Im This In That An Im Just Stressed I Keep On Callin I Cant Help Myself I Think About Him All Day Long Even When I Go Out When Im At Work Before An After I Wake Up Can I Let Go Or Do I Got It Bad
JamesM Posted August 5, 2006 Posted August 5, 2006 Slow down when you tell the story. Use punctuation and paragraphs. As mundane as this sounds, it helps us read your story. I can see you are in pain. What was your past that was so devastating? Why now has it become a problem? What is holding you back from moving on?
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