dominsane Posted July 30, 2006 Posted July 30, 2006 My ex-fiance broke up with me three weeks ago. Today would have been our first anniversary. The first half of the day, I spent with my mother, visiting people & buying my acrylic paints(my new hobby)...and through the day, I randomly felt like crying. Strangely, this morning I had forgotten about what today was...Then I looked at my wonderful little calendar...and it's crossed out words....and crossed out heart stickers... And so, I sit here, in twenty minutes I go off to work... I'm sad. Depressed. I just keep thinking about what could have been happening today...and every time I think of something like that, I try to preoccupy myself with something else. This morning, I cried for the first time in four days(I had cried every day before that since we broke up). Just thinking...that a year ago, around this time, he asked me if I would go out with him. That day I couldn't stop smiling. I smiled so much my cheeks hurt, and people thought I was crazy... Unfortunately, I still have some sort of hope that *maybe* one day, we'll get back together, even though I keep trying to convince myself that it will never happen. Today....would have been a really good day.
AriaIncognito Posted July 30, 2006 Posted July 30, 2006 I'm sorry you're hurting. It definitely sucks to remember a date that would be an anniversary of something with someone we've been torn apart from for whatever reason. However, know that in time, that memory will fade, and the date will just become another date on the calendar, and you'll eventually have new dates to look forward to :-) At least, that's what I've been telling myself... Jennifer
malibu Posted July 30, 2006 Posted July 30, 2006 im sorry your so sad. i know how you feel i recently had what would have been our 5yr anniversary on July 11. I didnt even get out of bed til about noon, called in sick to work and just had a 'me day'. its hard on days like that
loveinlife Posted July 31, 2006 Posted July 31, 2006 Hi Tabby, didn't get a chance to read your thread until now. Im sorry that this happened to you and I understand what you are going through. I hope you are feeling better. Ttyl.
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