NightsInWhiteSatin Posted July 26, 2006 Posted July 26, 2006 I'm tired to tears of everything, these past few months...since he dumped me...have seemed to drag and drag on and everything seems to be going to slow for me...like life just wants to drag out the pain a little longer. I've tried got somewhere, and then got smacked back down to square one so many times these past few months...if i had balls there'd be nothing left of them because i've taken that many blows these past 4 months. It's driving me insane living life the way i am....and you know what i refuse to let this drag on any further it's driving me insane and i need to break free. Tomorrow, i'm taking 35 C.V's and going into 2 neighbouring towns and i'm not coming home till i've found 35 places with job vaccancies and i've given them each one of my C.V's. My diet...i'm sticking to it...sod temptation...i want to be comfortable in my own skin more than i want comfort food. My ex.....goodbye, you're poison to my life and i have to let go no matter how i feel about you for all you bring is misery to me. University - Going to ring them every day, i'm not waiting round for them again....i will get that place for next year even if i have to go up there without an appointment! Lack of friends - i'll just talk to myself! lol.....no i should make new friends once i get a new job...hopefully. yeah...just ranting...venting...again...
Diver012 Posted July 26, 2006 Posted July 26, 2006 Keep that determination alive and well. Thats absolutely the right attitude. As far as friends go, why not make new ones now. No time like the present.
AriaIncognito Posted July 26, 2006 Posted July 26, 2006 I think your plan sounds amazing. You need to focus on yourself, and what will make you feel better about yourself in the long run. Doing things in life solely to make yourself feel better about who you are and what you are doing, is the best thing you can do right now. Once you're more comfortable in your own skin, you'll outwardly show that to others. Definitely a step in the right direction. Plus, you've got us backing you all way :-) Jennifer
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