sickkitty Posted July 21, 2006 Posted July 21, 2006 Hay all hows every one feeling 2day? In London the time is 10am started work about half hour ago and im feeling ok, which is strange because im usually bursting in to floods of tears in the toilet by now??? Every ones told me u have ur up and down days but up until tis point ive been feeling like crap and constantly crying from the moment i wake up til the time i go 2 bed!!! 2day is one month exactly since my ex broke up with me and im feeling good no idea why coz i still miss him like crazy!! Ne ways hows every one else doing??? Amanda xx
Woggle Posted July 21, 2006 Posted July 21, 2006 I am feeling great. In 2 days I am leaving for San Francisco to get hitched and life could not be better. The weather is nice today and the tourists are here in full force so neighborhood does not seem like a ghost town.
Chinook Posted July 21, 2006 Posted July 21, 2006 Amanda, if you'd asked yesterday I would have said the same thing... crappy and weepy. PMT is not helping tho. Today though, I feel okay. Woggle, congrats on the impending nuptuals.
loveinlife Posted July 21, 2006 Posted July 21, 2006 Its nice that you are doing good. Keep up the great work! I am doing better too dont know why, maybe cause this website has helped me.
Author sickkitty Posted July 21, 2006 Author Posted July 21, 2006 i was feeling sh*tty myself yesterday chinook, life is so unpredictable dont u think? Im glad ur feeling better 2day xx Amanda xx
littlekitty Posted July 21, 2006 Posted July 21, 2006 I'm sort of a mixture today. Excited to be off to Arizona on business tomorrow, but terribly sad to be leaving my SO behind... I'm just a big sap!! Still, time will fly and I'll soon be back in my lovers arms... and we have the rest of our lives together... So I'll try to focus on the excitement at getting to see another part of the states.
Author sickkitty Posted July 21, 2006 Author Posted July 21, 2006 thats brill, enjoy ur trip babe xx Amanda xx
littlekitty Posted July 21, 2006 Posted July 21, 2006 thats brill, enjoy ur trip babe xx Amanda xx Thanks honey! Hope you have a good day!
Author sickkitty Posted July 21, 2006 Author Posted July 21, 2006 Ur welcome x Thanx hun u 2 xx Amanda xx
Brittanyjean06 Posted July 22, 2006 Posted July 22, 2006 Aw Amanda how caring I didn't know that it has only been a month for you! How are you doing??? Yes you have your ups and you have your downs and that first month boy did I just want to lay in bed full of the blues! It wasn't just a bumbed out feeling more of a devastating I want my life to end type of feeling haha. You know how on some shows like maybe will and grace or friends? How they make the actors look when their going through break ups. But It has humour in it still. I feel like when we truely heal we will look back and think My god how funny and petty that was. Even though at the time Its a shocker . Any one get what I'm trying to say Well if you are already feeling a bit better after a month than good job! Your at the early stages. You know the type of stages where you wake up and it hits you and boom bam your crying. But when a cuple of months go by you will be able to wake up and just have other stuff on your mind. Its been a year for me and I've had my setbacks. But I am so thankful that time has flown by it feels like yesterday I just came to this site!!
AriaIncognito Posted July 22, 2006 Posted July 22, 2006 We must be on the same schedule, I was 1 month today (7/21) as well. I didn't feel horrendous. I didn't cry (yay!). I did think of him and I did remember what today was. I'm just trying to move on, day by day. Still have a tiny bit of hope, but I'm mostly just trying to adjust to life without a boyfriend again...packed my schedule this weekend too, so that I wouldn't sit around crying...esp since it's been 30 days since the break up, and 16 or 17 of no contact. Hope your days keep being ok :-) Jennifer
loveinlife Posted July 22, 2006 Posted July 22, 2006 Doing well Amanda, Just wen't out with my friends tonite to have a little fun this weekend. I guess my mind is still not ready to move on. I am just so careful now to fall in love again. In a way its preventing me to meet someone new and interesting. This might be a good thing bc i know everything will turn out better since I know what I like and who I can be compatible with. Do you guys agree? This way I won't get hurt again. Alritie, getting late and I should go to sleep. Good Nite everyone!
Teacher's Pet Posted July 22, 2006 Posted July 22, 2006 I'm doing horribly.... 33 days since the breakup, 27 days NC...... Every time I think I'm over her, it creeps back up on me. Yesterday at work, I couldn't even function. I think part of it was the weather (rain storms tend to make a person reflect more).... You have no idea how much I want to break NC right now...... *sighs* -tp
Guest Posted July 22, 2006 Posted July 22, 2006 ok so yesterday (fri) i think i done really well. didnt cry (yntil i went to bed but it wasnt for long!!! im glad u guys r doing well, Jennifer, that is so wierd but im glad ur hanging in there, every one on here is so caring that there exs are the ones who will be sorry at the end of the day!!! TP im sorry u are feeling down hope it gets better for u, im sure monday morning il be back to square one, but im gonna make the most of the week end for once. Be strong TP we are all here for u xx Im off 2 my naughbors restuarant 2nit for a free meal then out 2 party Take care every one Catch ya monday Amanda xx
Author sickkitty Posted July 24, 2006 Author Posted July 24, 2006 Morning all, Ok so its monday morning and i feel like crap i hate mondays i really do im meeting up with my ex 2day as he is dropping the rest of my stuff off, he still wants 2 be friends but i dont no if i can all i see in my head is him with that girl!!! i dont no what 2 say to him i no il get angry, but the stupid part of me is thinking i really want him back................... i hate this!!!!!!!!!! I wish i never met the guy Oh well u no wot they say, u live and learn On with another day ( x Amanda xx
burning 4 revenge Posted July 24, 2006 Posted July 24, 2006 So ,it must be broad daylight over there in the U.K. The thought of it makes me want a Newcastle. Sounds like you have a day of heavy drama ahead of you. The thought of that probably makes you want a Newcastle. Anyway, I'm going to sleep. It's 5:36 a.m. eastern colonies time. I live the life of an internet vampire
Author sickkitty Posted July 24, 2006 Author Posted July 24, 2006 Yep its 10:15am over here in the u.k Really didnt want 2 go 2 work this morning!! Ever get one of those days where u just want 2 stay in bed and just give up fighting, thats how i feel 2day, oh well im sure il be fine later on mornings are the worst (sigh) Hows every one else doing? ( i no its still very early 4 u guys in the U.S ) Amanda xx
bluegal79 Posted July 26, 2006 Posted July 26, 2006 I was doing ok until this afternoon. I had been crying less and less and even though I still miss him, it was sinking in that he would never be back and we would never see each other or speak again. I didn't think I wanted him back anymore since it was an unhealthy situation ( please see my previous posts for story). Well, I was getting off the freeway this afternoon and stuck at a light at the end of the exit ramp waiting to turn left. I was even talking to a friend on my cell phone and she was telling me I sounded so much better and stronger than a few weeks ago. Right at that very moment, guess who happens to drive through the intersection right past me as we are talking about how I am getting over him? Yes, it was my ex. It's funny how you can feel ok one minute and then like someone kicked you in the stomach the next. I felt so numb the next five minutes until I got home and then tears started when I got inside. My thoughts are with each one of you who are riding this emotional rollercoaster called heartbreak like I am. Hope everyone has a good night and we all have a great day tomorrow.
AriaIncognito Posted July 26, 2006 Posted July 26, 2006 Bluegal, isn't it amazing how that can happen? That happened to me a few weeks ago. I was driving in MY area (not my exes) and I was at a light. Who should come through it towards me, then right past me, but him. Why was here there? Well I know why he was there, upon thinking about it, but it was still freaky to see him. I'd not "seen" him since like middle of June before that. I don't think he saw me. It made my stomach drop, though, and made the emotions come right the hell back. I feel your pain. Keep your chin up. Jennifer
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