Urgh, can somebody with a message my ex boyfriend sent me just now?

[Jadey]

Urgh, I'm sorry about these threads I've been making, but I'm kind of relying on this site right now, lol. Here is a message my ex boyfriend sent me:

 

 

I don't even know how to put this or say this, I've deleted it like 554444444 times, but I feel like I have to talk to you, so I am, even though I don't know what to say. I'm sorry and you don't have to say anything back but I haven't slept for the past few days until like 10AM and then got up at about 5PM. I haven't been out, nothing. I have no time to help myself because I'm asleep. I feel really lonely (please, try not to hit your head on a wall due to my utter patheticness). The only amusement I have is other people being annoyed on here, pretty pathetic. I've had too much pride/paranoia to say this before now. f*** pride. Maybe I'll sleep now that I've said it. Or it could work the other way and I'll worry because I know I shouldn't have done this. I feel so stupid. Ugh, I don't know. Anyway, I'm sorry.

 

P.S. this wasn't something so you'd feel sorry for me, it was just because I need to talk to you, somehow and it was like one of those confession thingies in a Church, I'm half talking to myself. Like I said, I'm not doing this so you'll say something back, I just want to say something to you, it makes me feel less lonely. No-one else listens. I've tried to talk to my mum, and others, but they don't really have time for it. And for some strange reason no matter how bitter you are, no matter how down you are or no matter how mad you may be with me, I know you'll at least listen and see where I'm coming from. Wow, a little long for a postscript. Sorry.

 

And now I'm too scared to send this. *sends*

 

 

I have no idea what to say to it. I feel so upset about it, upset that he's hurting, but...I'm not so sure of what is the best thing to do:( . Can atleast SOMEBODY please help?

 

Thanks .

 

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[magichands]

Like I said, I'm not doing this so you'll say something back, I just want to say something to you, it makes me feel less lonely.

Do you think he was thinking of you, and how you would feel when you read his electronic transmission?

 

Self-pity is so sexy.

 

Don't bite.