Diver012 Posted July 10, 2006 Posted July 10, 2006 What are your dreams? What do you want more than anything else? What Ive always wanted.. more than anything, it got me through college. It keeps me grounded and realistic, most of the time.. hehe It keeps me going... My dream is to have a family. I want a woman, whom I love, that loves me back, to call me Husband, and I can call her wife. I would like to have kids. Its not a requirement of happiness, but I would like that someday. I think to hold my own child in my arms would be a feeling I could cherish forever. I can't give up on this. Im 35. I know its not to late. Sometimes I look back on my track record and say... yeah right.. youve had your chance and blew it. But I just cant give up. I never knew how
KittenMoon Posted July 10, 2006 Posted July 10, 2006 What do you want more than anything else? For my brain to slow down, so I can stop thinking myself into panic attacks.
AriaIncognito Posted July 10, 2006 Posted July 10, 2006 I want what you want, diver. Ever since I can remember, I've wanted to be happily married and have someone to share my life with. Maybe it's because my mom was a single parent and i always lacked the male figure in the home. Maybe it's because I am an only child, and my mom had to work to help support us since my father was a deadbeat. Whatever the reason, it's something I always wanted, and honestly, i thought i'd be there about 10 years earlier than now. Here I am, 32, alone, scared, and wondering when I'll get that which everyone else seems to have. I'm so sick of seemingly everyone having it. I know that lots of people are in miserable marriages/relationships, but I dont know, I guess I just wish I even had a crack at one? I have to hope that all this waiting is for a good reason, but it's getting really hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I've been so depressed lately. We broke up on June 21st and I can't imagine that it's only been a few weeks, it feels like I've felt this way for years now. Jennifer
jerbear Posted July 10, 2006 Posted July 10, 2006 Ditto the OP, add Aria's lack of a male figure. Even being my early thirties, I think I'm doing ok but feel I am behind the 8 ball sometimes. I would like to add that I would like to own a business and start a few businesses. Now I just need ideas and start the business plan process. I guess it was determination, motivation, stubbornness, and drive that keeps me going regardless of who is with me. I do want a wife and life partner to go thru these successes and hiccups that go with the journey. Oh well...
ButtonPusher Posted July 10, 2006 Posted July 10, 2006 I want to be happy. Hmmm that makes me sound like a manic depressive. Being happy is my number one priority. I wouldnt mind a child or a marriage, but its not an overwhelming dream. I can't give up on this. Im 35. I know its not to late. 35 is still young diver. Look at that alpha male guy. He's 40+ and still rooting around like a 20 year old, and he seems happy.
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