nayton Posted July 9, 2006 Posted July 9, 2006 i broke up with my girlfriend last night because of the way she has been acting for the passed week. she's been acting sad and has been breaking down because of her ex boyfriend. i wanted her to think about it and i wanted her to be happy. i spoke to her about it. she told me that she is happy with me but it isn't her fault that she still loves the guy. but she can't have him because he's already moved on. yet sometimes she can be sad about it .. which makes me think twice. she tells me all this stuff but now i gotta see if she could show it. i recently just got back with her. i spoke to her about the situation and she told me that she only felt this way because things between us are getting serious.. she started thinking about her ex because she knew that her ex actually had a future. and me .. i'm not too sure if imma graduate highschool on time. which turns her back onto her ex. she said that her ex made her feel safe and she also tells me i make her feel safe for the moment and she has fun with me. she said she's more on the safe side with her ex. i also spoke to her about being with her ex .. she said it isn't possible. she said it isn't possible if he doesn't want to be with her. but deep down inside for some reason i have a feeling that she still cares about this guy. she told me that she's really into me but she also can't get over this guy. i've been talking to her since october and we started dating on june. she told me that she wouldn't have been speaking to me for the passed 10 months for no reason .. which really made sense. she tells me she misses her ex because we're getting serious and she thinks that things between us won't be so good in the future because of me. i want to prove her wrong and show her that i'll graduate on time and we'll see how these things really go. i've spoke to her about me being a rebound .. she told me i WAS. and i believe her because i was usually there for her physically. but i've been talking to her for 10 months now... and i don't think things would possibly change. it would fuc*ing suck if something bad happened. who knows? but i'm going to go with the flow and see what happens .. theres a possibility if i'm going to get hurt or not. but for some reason i feel that we might do some good.
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