Adam_Hexum Posted July 9, 2006 Posted July 9, 2006 about a month ago my girlfriend danielle broke up with me we had some rocky times trhough out our relationships with some trama that happond in my life. we had a semi- long distance relation ship she lives 2 hours away from me but we lived together in the beginning when we were both in school for the first 6 months of are relationship. we always thought we were going to be together and part of what hurt are relationship was her family came from money mine didn't her parents never liked me because of it and were always very 2 faced twords me but i was always loving and accepting to them.but when the break up came she out of the blue called and said i don't love you any more and we need to see other people its over. i cryed alot! and that first week i only talked to her a few times i tryed to contact her way too much i tryed calling way too much and i know now that i should have left it be. but she was my bestfriend and one of my only friends. she gave me some things she had of mine at th end of that week she drove down with her dad to the campus and we walked and talked for 2 hours we both cryed and we even held hands. that was the last time i saw her or talked to her intill this past friday i wrote her a letter telling her how i feel and that my intentions i had about calling her and everything that i may have went over bored with it and to not hate me for it because it was aa shock and i was just broken hearted ... but i drove up to her house to give her her stuff every one was at her house i rang the bell 2 times no one came to the door so i left her stuff on the porch along with my letter. then a buddy and i that drove with me got something to eat and then went past her house to see if they picked it up. she did but we drove down the street by her friends she was outside as soon as she saw my car she ran. in to the house i asked her friend if she would come out for 2 min so i could say goodbye she wouldn't i asked her agian if she could and she wouldn;t that lasted about 3 min or so so i left i havn;t heard from her nor do i think she even wants to talk to me i never cheeted on her i never did anything wrong to this girl. the downfall was her parents always told her i was a loser because how my family past was and her friends had her going out to bars and making them stay out with them instead of seeing me and trying to hook her up with other people and i think with all that influence i got thrown under the bus. i treated this girl like a princess she would always tell me how she was never ever going to leave me she said she fell out of love with me and her friend pam said she had moved on but they way her and her family are acting now. is not at all how they used to be something is really fishy with this whole deal she has never gave me any reason why we broke up except that she fell out of love . and that its not my fult and that i always treated her right . my buddy also called her on friday night and said some really bad things about her friend and i was in the back ground telling him to shut up and not to call her but he did . but the point is maybe i have delt with this a little wrong maybe i tryed too hard at first because it didn;t seem real that we were not together we had been together for 3 years she won;t answer my calls she doesn;t listen to any messages i leave her. and her friend promised me she would have her read my letter. i love this girl with all my heartand its hard to not think about the person who you both told all your hopes and dreams too the hardest thing was seeing her run away from me/ i know shes dating another guy right now thats hard for me too there not serious. buthow can i take small steps to get her back her birthday is coming up in a month im not going to call her or talk to her from now intill then im only going to send flowers to her work with a note that says love always adam maybe she will call maybe she won't but i can't sleep i can't eat i drink way too much now. i was in the hospital 2 days ago with a work related injery and she was still my emergency contact and i didn;t know that and they called her parents house and they told the nurse that they didn;t even know who i was. that hurts alot that the family that always wanted to help me to my face was 2faced agian. i talked to her mom 2 days after we broke up because she had called me at 3 in the morning and i told her how much i loved her daughter and what she ment to me and she acted like she didn;t even care. i want the girl i loved back not this alter person that she is now or that her parents have made her to be she KNOWES she means everything to me and this is hurting me very bad and she told me just to deal with it. i love her i want my soul mate best friend and my world back i love her with all my heart it maybe easy for her to move on but i can't i have had many offers for dates but i can;t go on them because i still feel like i would be hurting her help me get her back i love her and when i say love i mean it i don;t throw the word around liek some people do.
burning 4 revenge Posted July 9, 2006 Posted July 9, 2006 maybe her rich family would be more accepting of you if you learn how to spell
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