jessssss Posted July 3, 2006 Posted July 3, 2006 well, my story has been up and down...if anyone remembers. my bf and i are doing okay at the moment...we both know that there are things each are needing to work on and have let it go too far with out having the talk. so acknowledging this makes me feel better but it's so hard to work on things when it's how we've been for months now. one huge thign is i'm an emotional person, i cry a lot when we fight and he can't stand it it really irritates the piss out of him. so it makes the fight worse but i can't help it - he told me that if i wouldn't cry so much then things wouldn't be so bad and he wouldn't get so irritated and that - both our faults-makes the fights as bad as they are. i love this man, he loves me. we just need to work on thigns and it's so hard. sooo hard. i'm afraid if we both dont' work on things that this relationshiop is giong down the drain...fast. i don't wnat it to...i'm just having a lot of trouble getting out of this rutt me and him are in. i dont' want to give up and i don't want him to either....it just sucks. i dotn' know what kind of advice i'm looking for or what i want anyone to say - i just wanted to throw this out and if anyone has any positive comments please throw them my way. one other thing i need to get out, i have no friends after my divorce in this state i'm living in...my current bf grew up here so he has TONS AND TONS and they are all male....so no one i can have girl time and hang out with. so i'm bummed when we do fight cause i have no one but i still have my college buddies i talk to all the time but it's not hte same. so this is hurting our relationship because i have no one to get out of hte house with or do stuff with except him...i think this is the major issue...always an issue when we fight...i'm thinkinga bout going to the ymca to find something to od and socialize...i just hope it's not too expensive. i want girl friends...i need them...and most girls will agree, it's not easy finding them! and i work with all males at my job...9hrs a day...after i tyepd all this...i think this is our main problem...i'm stuck up his ass all the time cause he is who i have...he gets hoem after me so i get my alone time, he doesn't, and i'm BAM right there....ugh...thanks for listening...i'm feeling a little better. sometimes you just need to pour it all out.
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