fabulousgal Posted June 26, 2006 Posted June 26, 2006 So, went to the party took a friend, handled myself marvelous. I looked good, stayed occupied with my friend. a friend of mine even asked the ex if it was ok if he hit on me...haha. but i must admit, i was really sad the next day. i miss him. and our friends circle wants us both around, so i'm pretty much screwed. i even went on my first date the next night, i had a good time actually, but my ex was just perfect in my eyes (not literally but we just clicked and meshed and looked great together), so i got sad about him again. sigh* it hurts to see him moving on. makes me mad at myself for missing him. i cried so hard yesterday, telling myself i have no choice but to let him go. so why is it taking me so long!!!!!!
Buttaflyy Posted June 26, 2006 Posted June 26, 2006 So, went to the party took a friend, handled myself marvelous. I looked good, stayed occupied with my friend. a friend of mine even asked the ex if it was ok if he hit on me...haha. but i must admit, i was really sad the next day. i miss him. and our friends circle wants us both around, so i'm pretty much screwed. i even went on my first date the next night, i had a good time actually, but my ex was just perfect in my eyes (not literally but we just clicked and meshed and looked great together), so i got sad about him again. sigh* it hurts to see him moving on. makes me mad at myself for missing him. i cried so hard yesterday, telling myself i have no choice but to let him go. so why is it taking me so long!!!!!! It may take a while, but you're on your way. Keep doing what your doing. Go out and enjoy yourself! Make him think the same about you..."It hurts to see her moving on". Eventually you won't care . You're on the right track. Best wishes to you!
Diver012 Posted June 26, 2006 Posted June 26, 2006 I pray every day for relief. Not so much for me, but for everyone. I know it hurts. Im hurting too. It will get better. I have to believe that. Lifes to short.
Author fabulousgal Posted June 26, 2006 Author Posted June 26, 2006 so, i feel like crap today. i couldn't get out of bed, i am really feeling discarded. i can't seem to get it together, now is a bad time as well bc i've been waiting about 4 weeks for a new project so i've been sitting around. i can't motivate, i just feel low.
Pantero Posted June 26, 2006 Posted June 26, 2006 I know exactly how you feel. I wish I had the answers myself, but even then in the back of my mind I know all this bulls*** is temporary. Just sucks we gotta go through it now.
silentcharon Posted June 26, 2006 Posted June 26, 2006 Why would your friend ask your ex if it's ok to hit on you??? You guys aren't together. Your friend should have asked YOU. It's probably just me This is what I meant by how it should be ok to go to parties and such when the ex is around, only if people have moved on to the point where people aren't fawning over the little things the ex does. I'm sorry, it sucks.
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