fabulousgal Posted June 20, 2006 Posted June 20, 2006 Sigh* So I got an email for a party for someone's bday. My ex and best friend are part of the planning commitee, as it is more his friend. Although a bunch of my friends are invited. I almost had a panic attack when I saw his email name on the list. I froze, my heart started pounding, I felt dizzy, and I couldn't talk. I still am worked up. I guess I just feel so betrayed by him, and that he walked away after what he did. What he did was really selfish, and to see him moved on is even worse. I mean obviously you are going to move on, but it hurts to think he didn't even miss me along the way. Especially when he told me the night before we broke up all he needed was me. I feel like crying my eyes out now.
mullins Posted June 20, 2006 Posted June 20, 2006 Im not one to offer much advice, but dont be sad. So he has moved on, you dont know that he is any happier than you. love and jealousy im finding are hard to distinguish, and trying to think how the other person is feeling is even harder. I can tell you to think of yourself, something i wish i could do...we were all born complete and dont need a partner to complete us. Im learning this the hard way, find happiness in yourself (i know its hard) dont worry about others untill you are happy and yes this will take a long while, but you will always be you without anyone else in the picture. be strong for yourself.
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