Shana555 Posted June 20, 2006 Posted June 20, 2006 It has been a little over two weeks since I moved out of my ex’s house. I have a whole thread on here back when I was going through this. Anyway, we were talking daily since then and casually hung out a few times. We were just going to be friends. I started making myself very busy. Making plans with friends on my free nights. I am not one that usually goes out everynight. I would go out occasionally with friends, but would usually spend free nights with him. I thought it would be best for me to keep busy so I'm so hurt and confused about him. I'm sure he didn't like this change... Me no longer at his beck and call, and not sitting at home sad about him, instead out having a good time. It was helping me feel better because I was not thinking about him all of the time. I was not playing games, I was told this is the best way to heal. Was this wrong? He last called on Thursday, I let him go because I was getting ready to go out. I haven’t heard from him since. Totally a surprise to me since he has been saying he doesn’t want to loose me. He said he was going to prove he wanted to be together and work this out. I was hurt and confused and he knew that. He was calling daily, but he just stops calling out of nowhere? I was fine with it until this morning. Well last night, I had a dream about him. I woke up with the dream still clear in my mind feeling really sad. I got up and went over to feed our water frog (I saw the little guy 5 years ago and thought it was so cute, we got it, and named him together.) I found our little guy belly up in his tank. I burst out in tears. I am sad to have lost my little pet, but I think I’m finally realizing that my 5 years with my ex is also belly up. He is not right for me. There is just as much of a chance of me and my ex ever working out as there is bringing my poor lil frog back to life. Realizing this actually hurts more then our break up did.
Author Shana555 Posted June 20, 2006 Author Posted June 20, 2006 I was just laying outside by the pool. Listening to the radio, of course a song came on that reminded me of the ex. I was thinking of what I would say if I talked to him. I decided to take a dip in the pool, but knocked my phone in the water with me! Down my cell went in the deep end. I swam down to get it out as fast as I could, but it’s completely busted. Now that will keep me from calling him!
rkman Posted June 20, 2006 Posted June 20, 2006 Now that will keep me from calling him! Some signs are more obvious than others
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