Can we get back together

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Hey I am in a LDR well it ended because something I did. I'll start by saying this the girl I was with has very STRICT parents. In late February we were told we could not talk to each other over the phone anymore, we continued but eventually she got caught and now she must pay the phone bill her mother checks the phone bill to make sure no calls come from were I live. Well in early May my girl was “forced” according to her to go out with an ex- boyfriend by her parents because she’s been looking sad around the house for weeks. Obviously this hurt me even though she said she didn’t want to go out with him and she said she talked about me the whole time I said ok and I believe her. Well I asked a female friend of mines do she ever see us being more than friends she turned me down which was a good thing, because I didn’t really mean to ask her out I was just lonely . I told my girl what I did and she broke up with me the next day saying how I can do that when she is making so many sacrifices for us by lying to her parents. Well we spent a whole week talking down to each other but now when we talk it’s like nothing ever happened. We are still on a “break” she has guys pursing her and she says she tells them she still loves me and wants to marry me. I told her I’ve talked to a few girls but nothing serious she got a little jealous about that I guess I was suppose to sit around and cry. I lost 10 ponds since the break up by working out not by starving myself. I told her right now I’m focusing on me and I know I don’t want to be with any other girls right now and I’m not sure if I want to be with her. It’s been a month now and I still care about her and I believe she cares about me to but I’m not getting my hopes up. I really believe our biggest hurdle is her parents because even though we are not supposed to talk now we talk like everyday. Most people I asked tell me I should just stop talking to her but I don’t want her to become a what if in my life, cause we are very compatible. I feel there would not be any doubts in either of our mines if we lived closer and her parents weren’t so strict. I just think we need some more time but I could be wrong any feedback will be appreciated.