Stunner Posted June 19, 2006 Posted June 19, 2006 Ok, 16 days no call. I have been trying to face the reality of whatever is happening on 'his end' is his problem and if he's not man enough to discuss it with me then he isn't worth my time. Although I didn't over do the wishes to keep seeing him, I did express it and it's amazing to me how this feeling just won't go away....I had a conversation with the gentleman that I met for lunch last week that was a business referral from this man I was seeing briefly, before he turned into Houdini, that is. They had to move their appt. from last Thursday to today...so THIS is the day that Houdini is going to hear all about how great our meeting was and all that. My stomach is twisted up just thinking about it. But I don't want to call this guy and say 'please don't mention me'. That would ensure that he would say something. Why do I feel like this and why the hell am I having such a hard time moving on, for goodness sake? Disappointment, hurt...knowing what nice guy he seems to be and not having closure is driving me nuts. I signed up on a couple of dating sites and have been emailing men, which is fun but whenever I think of Houdini, I still wonder...'is he going to show up at the club?'....'is he going to call again with an apology or explanation?'...... Has anyone else felt this way? I'm starting to feel stupid.
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