loveislame Posted June 18, 2006 Posted June 18, 2006 Take a look at me. Tell me, what do you see Am I who you wanted me to be? Sunshine, what were you expecting? Little less me, little more anyone else How could I ever love you When I don’t even love myself. Explain how this is going to go I want to be sure of everything You know I hate not being in control So, will you take the time to understand Realize that I’m not just a lost cause I don’t want to be my own enemy again This is all too late, ‘cos I regret you already I wish I could be all right with us Maybe then I’d be ok with being okay. I’m so faithless with the hopeful And bitter with the people who try to care. Well, how do you know you’re happy? If you’ve never been sad I wish for a lot of things Sometimes, I even hope its love Please don’t place your trust with me. ‘Cos I could never face myself. When I do finally hurt you. You’d say all the things I never would And feel the pain I never could When it gets too real. I ignore it, or pretend it’s not there. And I like to say I never cared, Cos I’m afraid to admit it Maybe if I lie enough, I’ll start to believe it myself. I don’t want to get hurt, or hurt. I can’t trust you, I don’t trust myself. Seems like when I get it good, I have to ruin it, to feel reality. The fact you want to deal with this, Sort through this s*** and be with me. Is something I can’t begin to understand What I hate most is how you care, You care more about me then I do. Sunshine, this is too good to be true. I’ll try my best not to ruin it. I won’t kill it to feel some pain Or know that this is reality ‘Cos reality is; I’m okay if this is love.
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