MarcoInaros Posted June 11, 2006 Posted June 11, 2006 I feel really uninteresting. I only know one language and I haven't traveled anywhere outside my state. I am a bumpkin. Which is ironic because I have a college degree, but getting that degree put me in so much debt that I wont climb out of it for years. And I still live with my parents. I think what triggered my depression was that I talked to a girl today who graduated in the same class as I did in High School. She talked about what clubs she was in and choir and swim team. I wasn't involved in anything because I was avoidant. I was avoidant in college as well wasn't involved in anything. Now I only work, 3 different jobs, with a very small social network. I have no confidence. I haven't kissed a girl and don't see why one would be interested in me. My friends talk about thier exploits, I have nothing and at this rate never will.
lovernotafighter Posted June 11, 2006 Posted June 11, 2006 you know I'm on anti depressants and had to go through a few till I found one that actually helped...but I still feel just like you described from time to time. I have many problems that I have brought upon myself...this kinda thing is no different. I go into hermit mode from time to time you have to talk your self up..seriously! remind your self how cool and great you are..and if you want to meet new people go out there and put on the best you. I wrote in a thread about a week ago somewhere that I wasn't liking myself to much,so and I don't know if this will help at all, but I decided to act like somebody else..I did it all day and it was soo funny and different! it was all about me..and that's what mattered...I dressed up like a celebrity ,wore the huge hide my face from the media glasses, a hat, a sash and strutted around town...just doing dum stuff..and it was great. I figured I'd put on a good face and maybe eventually my insides will catch up with my outsides..because nobody is gonna do pull you out of this but you...remind your self of that...and as soon as your confidence is back up women will be thronging to you like a moth to a flame..trust me on this. I started to feel really really good and like a magic wand I have guys all over the place,giving me lines and numbers and things...your aura is ever present, create one you want people to pick up on..you can do it!
Jozz Posted June 12, 2006 Posted June 12, 2006 Dude.. i totaly agree wit the dude who posted above me..... you gotta think your great and stuff... I get depressed from time to time, because i am very shy and it pisses the shiz out of me because i dont have a close friend thats a girl, and who i can talk to.. but you know what who gives a shi rite? your gonna make something out of life dotn worry about it dude..... you got NOTHING to lose yo...... seriously, give it your all whats tehre to lose, if your life is not that good? Go out there enjoy life and have a blast !
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