A&F Posted June 9, 2006 Posted June 9, 2006 Basically feeling like s*** missing him all over again 2nd time around left me over 4 years ag and i suffered for a yera and a half untill i discovered drugs got a new man & had finally moved on. After 3 years of not talking he called me & we were on & off nnew bf found out & could not forgive me (He was an abuser & a liar a drug addict himself) Well on and of with both mostly with old X since, Since we would get along & the addict was crazy. Well anyway he basically begged to be with me said those 3 years were hard without me(we always had the best times). I didnt let myself fall in love like the 1st time it was luv@ 1st sight. Well stopped contact with every1 went to detox came out a week later we broke up huge fight i kind of started it but i was hurt had some reasons. well now that i need him the most hes not there im so alone. Thinking of smoking again but cant not worth it. its been 3 weeks and a few days I have not called once and niether has he. I know he still loves me cuz we just have always loved each other when were together why does he alwasysleave me like this.
Yoyito Posted June 10, 2006 Posted June 10, 2006 he's doing the NC thing to you whether purposely or not. he knows if he vanishes on you, you'll always be there when he feels like showing his face again. its all a game that isnt worth winning. be strong.
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