A&F Posted June 9, 2006 Posted June 9, 2006 Im so depressed I just got out of detof for my drug use and a week later my bf & I got in a huge fight & broke up. I was really down after my stay in the hospital. Before I went I cut off ties with all my friends & family that I would do drugs with. So Basically I had no friends except for him. We met 6 years ago & broke up a year & a half later. I was devastated in pain for overa year finally i discovered drugs and my pain of losing him was gone. Well began to date some1 new and was happy all overagain. New guy began to hit me and lie to me and was a fellow addict himself. To make long story short got the call from the x we made up on and off always keeping contact until I finally left my new bf. Then the old x insisted we be together & he cant be without me never forgot me the 3 yrs we didnt talk. (We always hadthe best Time together). Now that i need him the most he is not there cant call friends cuz they do drugs. Dont want 2 move on want to be with him werehappy we love each other. After the fight I have made no attempt to call him and he has not called me.
Buttaflyy Posted June 10, 2006 Posted June 10, 2006 I admire your strength. You seem like a pretty headstrong person. You are halfway there and have taken the necessary steps to get off of drugs in the first place. Because you aren't contacting people who could lead you astray from your goal, you should be proud of yourself. Please hang in there! If you concentrate on keeping yourself clean from drugs and you accomplish this, you will see that you are much more independent than you think. YOU CAN DO THIS! I know the added stress makes things harder. But the rewards wouldn't feel as good if it were easy.
LifeinLimbo Posted June 10, 2006 Posted June 10, 2006 Good for you! You definately are a very strong person. Is there a support group that you can go to or do you know of other people who have quit doing drugs that you can talk to? I hope that things get better for you.
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