what is he thinking?

[jacknjill]

okay i have known this guy bob for about 2-3 years, weve been in afew classes together and weve had some conversations about random stuff but never got to know each other very well...so one day i was talking to him about my x bf and he knows my x so he was shocked to hear that he cheated on me 3 times after 2 years and so then his friends came over and tried to get me to hang out with them but i had to go to work so i sed okay bob (not his name but dont want to mention real name) gimme ur number n ill call u guys sometime n we can hang out so he gave me his number then one friday night i was supposed to go to my moms house but by the time i got home it was too late so i went back to my dads house and i found out my dad was out for the night so i called some people and sed they could come over but most of them sed it was too late bc it was about 2 in the morning so my best friend joe came over and we were just hanging out and i called bob and he sed he was gonna comeover so i sed well u can bring some of ur friends with you if u want so my friend joe left bc he had to go to work in the morning and then bout 15 mins later bob shows up, without his friendsi have never thought of bob as someone i would possibly like so when he got here we were sittin on the couch talkin and decided to watch amovie so then we started to get more comfortable with each other and we were jokin aorund wiht each other and he started tickling me and he leaned in and kissed me~i was shocked bc he wasnt the best kisser but neways then i tried to avoid kissing him most of the night so i leaned on his arm so it would b harder for him to kiss me but every once in awhile he would kiss my cheek or my forehead and i would look up someitmes and he would be looking right at me so we evetually wound up kissin alot and i got used to it i actually started to like it then he put his arm around me and then he moved his hanf to my knee and then i had my hand above my knee andi wanted tohold his hand but i didnt want to come on too strongso he eventually put his hand on mine and we held hands... this may b something small but it meant something to me... and everytime we would kiss he didnt try to go up my shirt down my oants or touch my chest which is unusual bc a guy usually takes advantage when parents arent home its that late at night... so i foudn it really respectful which made me like him so much moreso then the movie got over and he had been there for about 3 hours and he kept sayin he had to leave but he kept stalling and kissing me so after awhile he got to leave and i wlaked him to the door and he grabbed my hand and gave a kiss on the cheek and sed call me tomorrow and as he was walking away he looked bakc gave me a smile...i swear it was like something out of the movie which i find soo romanticthen i texted him the next morning bc i didnt want him to think i was too anxious to call him...so he texted me and asked me what i was doing today and i told him i was going down the beach and he seemed kinda bummed. so then i went down the beach and he went to work we talked all weeekend like when we woke up and when we went to sleep so then one night i told him i missed him a lil bit and he sed more than al lil bit and sed whats that supposed to mena and sed nuhtin...just a lil bit of flirting~again a stupid small thing but i thought it was cute~neways we made plans to go to the beach or pool on monday bc it was memorial dayso then i called him when i got back from the beach and he didnt answer so i jsut went swimming with my friend christina and then i called him again while we were at the pool and he didnt answer so then i got kinda mad but let it go so he finally texted me at like 9 o clock and he sed hey sry i was with my family all day and my fones been off and i sed oh thats fine and then we wound up tlakin on the fone for 30 mins about stupid little things and then we planned on going to this concert in september together bc its like one of the bands that we love and i found out he was a virgin and it made me like him more bc im not a virgin bc of my last relationship and i know virgins are scared to have sex and we wouldnt pressure me if i wasnt ready so then we got off the fone i texted him "i know we jsut got off hte fone but what r u doin tomorrow?" and he sed "nuthin y u wanna chill?" and i sed "yea we can go swimming or sumthin after school" he sed okay and i sed alright ill just talk to u tomorrow in school.so then the nest day in school we walked by each other a few times but we were both with our friends so we acted like nothin was going on so then i texted him in class and sed "i wanted to hug u but u were with ur friends"..but he never texted me back so then i saw him in the hall again as we both walking to our next class and i sed i sent u text and he sed oh i got it and i gave him a hug but he didnt hug me back...so i let it go.so skipped lunch period and went to hang out with him and his friends but he had to go back to class and me n his friends skipped last period bc we all had study hall and we jsut hung out at my house and talked bout me and bob bc he had told his friends bout friday and then they were about to leave and told them the should stay bc bob was coming over and they sed nah we should leave u 2 alone lol so i called bob and he sed okay ill b over lemme clal u back on like an hour so 3 hours past and i called him and he didnt answer so i got kinda mad again then i saw him in school the next day, wednesday, in the library and these guys that like me were there too so i ignored bob and walked right over to them and he like stared at me as i walked past him n then he put his foot out to stop me and i i looked at him and i sed oh hey and walked awayi ignored him most of the time but then i realized he was sitting by himself then i went over and sat next to him and we were talkin and i brought up thta he didnt come over and hes like oh sry i had to help my friends dad move stuff and my fone isnt working bc i have to pay my bill and i was like okay (sarcastically) and he sed whta u dont believe me and i sed not really and he sed look listen ...and i sed no thats okay its fine...then we walked to our lockers together and i wnt over to my friends and he walked by and i was liek okay bob and hes like okay jackie (joking around) and thenhe walked by again and i sed oh i dont get a hug ro nething? (joking around again) and hes like oh of course and came over and went to give me a hug and i sed no thats okay i dont want one now (joking around) and he sed okay... and started walking away and my friend laura sed c this is the part when ur supposed to turn around come back and give her a hug and he turned around and sed no this is the part when shes supposed to do that and i sed well i turned around and he smiled and came back and gave me hugso then when i went back to laura and she sed i had the biggest smile and i was beet redso then i went swimming with joe after school and i texted bob while we were at the pool so then me n joe went back to my house and then i was changing and he was looking through my fone and hes my best friend so i told him about everything that was going on and he cant stand when guys eother use me or treat me like s*** so hes like lets c if hes lying to her...so he called him from his fone and he asnwered and he gave the fone to me but i hung up and then he called from my fone and he answered but i hugn up again bc i idnt want to talk to him knwoing joe was just testing him so then i made joe text him letting him know i wasnt the one calling him and hanging up but he didnt answer the textthen the next day i saw him but i walked the other way bc i didnt know if he was mad or not the next day was finals and we didnt really c each other so i texted him when i got home and i asked him if we could talk so i dont know what hes feeling...did i do somethign does he still liek me? how could someone change overnight? could it b bc my x bf knows?(he is the jealous type that tries to break up all my relationships)

[westernxer]

I'm trying to read this, but I don't know where your first sentence ends, and I'm running out of breath.

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[jacknjill]

sorry something happened with my computer and the sentences ran together for some reason