Gemini1975 Posted May 25, 2006 Posted May 25, 2006 Well it seems out of sight out of mind is the way to go with this. I havent spent anytime or really talked to the OM in about 12 days. At first it was difficult but it is getting easier. The test will be our next social function together next weekend... My husband and I are expecting now our first baby... This had brought us closer then ever... And things are actually looking up... He has got a new job that he actually likes that pays well and he has been much more happy around the house... He is complimenting me more loving me more and over all turning back into the husband that I married. I have one concern but im pretty sure its nothing but I still have the smallest doubt. The night that I kissed the OM we were pretty sauced I remember the kiss the walk home. But I don't remeber actually getting in the house and going to bed. Now his girlfriend was home so im 99% sure that he went straight to bed and I went straight to bed in another room... I think even in my most drunkest moment I would have never let it go further then a kiss anyway because I remeber hammering on the brakes after the kiss when his hands started to wonder. There is a small voice in my head saying what if you slept with him can't remember and the baby is his... I doubt it but oh my god what if. The kiss happened the week after my conception date... I obviously didn't know I was pregnant until later.... The OM knows im pregnant... In all the years I've known him he has never blacked out so I think if it was a concern he would of said something to me.... don't you think??
jonesgirly Posted May 26, 2006 Posted May 26, 2006 Gemini...no need for tests - you're married and expecting a child. Stop drinking to the point where you might not remember whether or not you had sex with someone. Appreciate the fact that you DIDN'T, and commit to your marriage, your child, your family. Be a stand-up person who doesn't cheat or betray the trust of those closest to you, but would leave a marriage before doing any of those things. Enjoy the re-igniting of the flame you and your husband are enjoying now with the gift of a child!
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