ILCS Posted May 25, 2006 Posted May 25, 2006 Alright, I'll be frank. I've known this girl for a few years now and have been interested in her but have never really had the oportunity or have even tried to get close. After needing to borrow a book, we began talking more and after a few days we talked for around 2 hours on the internet one night. 2 Days after that, we talked for about and hour and half. She told me when talking about her best friend that they usually talk everynight for at least 30mins. What did we talk about? Well, first most of our conversations start with school but then go off topic. That night that we talked for 2 hours, she was working on an essay, and I felt bad about keeping her away from it, but I was just so excited and was loving the moment. I know that if she wasn't doing an essay, she wouldn't have talked to me for so long, but, a few days later, when she didn't have an essay, we at least talked for 30 minutes. So, what's my problem? I know her and her group of friends but I am not part of that group. They know me, and while I'm friendly and we get along, I don't see a way of becoming more involved with them easily. I somtimes think that I need to get in that group to get to the girl I like, and yet I need the girl I like to get in that group! Quite the paradox. I believe I should be taking this slow, but I'm so damn excited. I've had thoughts of telling her about how long I've been interested in her and why, ect. However, I fear the time might not be right and I would sacrifice any chance down the line. I should probably take this slow, however, I don't know what to do in the mean time. Right now, when I get home, I'm so anxious and nervious that I can't think at all, which is a problem with homework! Today, for example, I just had to sleep to relax. I'd like to get more information to see if she's seeing anyone and I've thought about contacting one of her friends and talking to him about it. I know him pretty well, although I'm not exactly sure if I could trust him. I'm sorry for writing so much but, yes, I need some advice. Thank you.
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