CKsLover Posted May 19, 2006 Posted May 19, 2006 Hello all, I have been in such a whirlwind lately that I need another vent if you will. Here's my backstory http://www.loveshack.org/forums/t86552/. Well I still haven't met CK, but every obstacle that was there has been eradicated: my H and I have never been on separate vacations and I'm going on a weekend trip with a friend of mine (a woman) so he's also taking one as well. This clears me to freely take a trip here and there. CK has also broken off his engagement. He sent me emails from his fiancee with her begging him not to, and I think she may wear him down eventually. In any case because of other events, I am slightly more clear-headed about this whole thing. If not before, our friendship has really blossomed. I am not looking to marry him at all, but I do so want him to always be a part of my life. So as it happens, the friend I mentioned whose husband was a chronic cheater and I have been getting so close these days. And one day we both just gushed, and turns out she is going through the EXACT same thing now! Her own CK I mean, an old flame who's come back into her life. I have been positively bowled over. It is the most amazing comfort to me. To think all this time we've been talking and just dying to tell each other but thought we couldn't. Her date is coming next weekend. She'll be in a hotel two miles from my home, which is a little weird, but at least I'll be able to see how this stuff pans out sorta firsthand. Just wanted to share that. ETA: The "L" word is freely flowing these days among us all.
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