Theawefultruth Posted May 16, 2006 Posted May 16, 2006 I'm young, 18 years old, probably younger than most people here, but, that doesn't mean I feel pain any less than anyone. I dated a girl all through high school, and never really understood what I meant by I love you. I used to say it in such a cavelier manner that I never realized the effect it would have on her, being a girl and more emotional overall. She genuinely loved me, and I didn't understand what that felt like. Over the course of our three years, we hurt eachother numerous times. She would break up with me because of her friends, I would break up with her because of other reasons, I now realize were probably equally based on my friends. Near Christmas, when things seemed like they couldn't get any better, I met someone else. A girl who I thought was very bright and intelligent and could have long conversations with. (I have been in denial about my reason for breaking up with her, but, I figure best to come clean now.) I blamed my breaking up with her on school work, but, it was really about this other girl. I figured that in the span of a week I could fix everything. But, in a school where every one talks, she found out my secret motive. I denied, and still deny, it to this day, but, it was like the final straw. So, we separated. I realized about a week later the fact that I had actually fallen in love with this girl. So, I tried to get her back. She sorta took me back, then, left me in the dirt with some other guy. I have never ever cried over a girl, but, between Christmas and January something, I cried a lot. To this day, I like to say that I am over her, but, I feel like crying all the time. She's also turned in to the kinda girl I don't like, but, I thinks it's a sorta rebellion. I just don't know what do and this is really effecting me in everything I do. She's turned into such a...excuse me for the course language...slut. I just feel like there something I should do? Please help.
Buttaflyy Posted May 16, 2006 Posted May 16, 2006 There is nothing you can do. She is no longer with you. I doubt that she'd want to hear what you have to say.
Author Theawefultruth Posted May 16, 2006 Author Posted May 16, 2006 but, it's not like that, I can tell that she still feels a certain way about me
Brittanyjean06 Posted May 17, 2006 Posted May 17, 2006 I am 18 years old, and had a long term relationship and it fell to pieces I was burned( to death ) I have been on love shack for about 9 months, this site is very useful and helps so much Now did you fall in love with the new girl? or did you realize you still loved your ex? sorry I'm a bit confused
Author Theawefultruth Posted May 17, 2006 Author Posted May 17, 2006 I didn't fall in love, I think it was the idea of hooking up with another girl that made me do it. I mean, does that make me a skezo?
Brittanyjean06 Posted May 17, 2006 Posted May 17, 2006 No but it doesn't make you worthy of being a good boyfriend?
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