outsidearkie Posted May 14, 2006 Posted May 14, 2006 First of all I want to say sorry this is so long. I've been dating this girl for 7 months today. Lately I've been wondering whethere this is something that I want to continue doing. She's funny, attractive, smart, not a total airhead, and can allways put a smile on my face. Our personality types are alot alike. She is a little racist though, and self centered, but all around she's a very cool girl. We've told each other everything, about our past history's and so on. One night when I first met her we were drinking and having a good time. One of her friends had just come back from the marines boot camp, and was visiting home. She was hanging all over him, so naturally I thought they were going out. Fast forwarding, we got on the discussion of who was a virgin and not. She and I were the only ones not virgins there. I am a very perssasive human being. Ended up I talked her and what I thought was her boyfriend into having sex. A few weeks later me and her started dating and now its 7 months later. This should have never happened and has posed a problem since then. I go to college in a small town and unfortunately i've met her other boyfriend who said some things to me that made me want to break his face. I see both these guys all the time and its been 7 months. This constantly runs through my mind every day. I don't know what to do, but every day it's a constant reminder of what I've done and she has done stupidly in her past. She's had sex with 3 other guys and I can't get over it. I've had sex with only one other and feel like I need to catch up. I don't know what to do. I love her, but I just don't know if I can handle constantly being reminded every day of what she's done. Any advice?
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