mstigerlily69 Posted May 12, 2006 Posted May 12, 2006 I should have known that the love that a felt for this man was to good to be true. I should have never listen to him when he told me that he loved me. I know now that its not safe to enter into a married man's world. I feel so stupid for loving him, just being there for him was a total mistake. I love him so much to it hurts and I don't want to hurt anymore. So the best thing for me to do now is to hate him,I have to hate him with all my heart. I know the he has a family and I did not ask him to choose between me and his family, but all I ask was him to give me some kind of respect as well. I did not ask much of him, but just to respect me. I hate myself for loving him, I hate myself for giving him my heart, my sould, plus my body. Now I just don't want to fall in love with a man again. I rather just be my myself and just be happy being me. I can't keep loving someone who just thinks of me as a screw and thats it. The next time i have sex with a guy i will make sure that he loves me just as much as a love him. Besides that the way it should be and I think that I deserve it.
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