laRubiaBonita Posted May 11, 2006 Share Posted May 11, 2006 so i looked st his profile....which i am not going to anymore, and saw pictures of him and the "true love", at the dinner party he was covertly planning. they both had they same cheshire cat grin on their mugs too. he had to repaint all the walls i had found out. i am mad that he seems soo unremorseful, i am still sad and hurt....but i am confused too. he was wearing my actual t-shirt that he liked soo much he took over it, and he still has my picture and stuff up. i hate him, i hope she has some std and that he can't perform. or that she is just not what he thought, and that he ends up miserable and alone. i hate that he makes me feel so hateful..... there is a guy very interested in my right now. he is a nice guy.....but really i just do not feel like entrusting someone with me. i am going to take it slow, he knows the story. all my friends have been great, saying he was an undeserving bastard, that i am worth so much more than he would have ever been. i will never go back with him....i would never trust him, i could not get over it the first time, certainly NOT the second, and most definately NOT a third. well, i feel a little better......thanks. Link to post Share on other sites
lovelorcet Posted May 11, 2006 Share Posted May 11, 2006 Try not to remain so bitter, it takes a lot more energy to hate than to just let go... Link to post Share on other sites
Guitar Wizard Posted May 11, 2006 Share Posted May 11, 2006 Try not to remain so bitter, it takes a lot more energy to hate than to just let go... He's 100% right, and he knows what he's talking about. Link to post Share on other sites
KittenMoon Posted May 11, 2006 Share Posted May 11, 2006 he was wearing my actual t-shirt that he liked soo much he took over it, and he still has my picture and stuff up. Sorry you're having a bad day- i swear I'd trade a week of bad days just to have one really good day lately. Try not to read too much into the above- he's a guy. Probably though "Oooh- clean tshirt!" and is too lazy to remove your pics, etc. Sucks doesn't it, every time we're reminded how little things mean to them that are so important to us. Link to post Share on other sites
Author laRubiaBonita Posted May 11, 2006 Author Share Posted May 11, 2006 can yOu hear the silence? can yOu feel pain? it seems the twO in my life have becOme One in the same. nO One is left tO listen, i've pushed them all awaY.......If i cOuld have just One mOre chance i'd beg them all tO stay. tOday i tried tO reach Out; i went tO sOmeOnes dOOR.........but everyOne was busy....... they did nOt want tO listen anymOre. i sense everyOnes frustratiOn, i can see it in their face. i knOw they're tired Of helping..... whEn I keep lOsing my place. if Only One wOuld listen, i wOuld tell them Of my fears, where happiness dOes nOt exist.....it's drOwned by the tears. i'd tell Of the prisOn walls THAT these fears have built, the lOneliness, the emptiness, the never ceasing guilt. i'd tell them hOw afraid i am Of the life i've cOme tO knOw; and i wOuld tell them that i want LIVE and let this sad life gO. I'd tell them i am just like they, with hOpes and dreams and fears. And if they'd stay arOund awhile......sOmehOw .....i'd learn tO break free. ~adapted by me, Orignally by Jenni Wayne Link to post Share on other sites
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