Graydaughter Posted May 9, 2006 Posted May 9, 2006 MM called today as is his practice now, since he has returned to his home city! Conversation was usual, with the standard love and caring bit, but no mention of when or if we would see each other again! I was having a good day, but after the conversation I felt so down! I know I need to end this A, but I just don't the best way to do it! I thought about sending the email, but he doesn't always read them in a timely manner. I know if I tell him over the phone, he will say he understands and then ask me several times if this is what I really want. In the past I have said Yes it is, but then the next day or two he will call and we will start again. What can I say that will get the point across that I can't or don't want to be the OW anymore? Is the email better or should I tell him over the phone ( in person is not an option)? I feel so lost, but I know I need to go on and give up hope, because he seems to think that in the next few months, when his business is up and running, he will be coming here more and we can resume what we had. I don't want or need that anymore! I either want him to D or leave me alone! There is no future in this heartbreak! Those of you that have gone NC, can you tell me what works best with a man that professes that he loves me and can't imagine his life without me in it. He seems to fit the profile of most of the other MM on here, in that one day he needs and wants to be with me and next he is confused about what to do next. I can't change my cell, work or email, since all are used for business and I can't block him from calling the cell or work. We don't have caller ID, so I never know if it's him when I answer the phone at work.
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