Kila Posted May 9, 2006 Posted May 9, 2006 Hi, I'm new here. Signed up here because I want an outlet and some advice on how to cope with this... My fiancé of 3 and a half years just split with me 2 days ago over text and then confirmed it over the phone. Our relationship was happy, we were so comfortable with each other and loved each other very very much. We used to do silly little things, we used to make each other laugh at practically nothing, but we lauged because we were happy together. I sat with her through some of the most depressing points in her life including the death of her gran father, her rejection from Uni and the constant unexplained depression. Of the 3 and a half year relationship, we only ever had sexual intercourse for the first 6 or so months. Then she got problems and we coulden't do it any more no matter how we tried. As you can imagine, it was terribly hard for me. After all of this I stuck with her, never relenting. We were the model couple amoungst out friends, it felt like nobody in the world loved each other as much as we did. It was so special. Then, one day while I was on the train back from seing my dad, I received a text saying she didn't want this any more and that she was splitting up with me. I phoned her but I got the same reply. I asked if I could come and see her and for some reason, she didn't want that muttering something about her parents. I got home and tried to talk sense but it was clear that for some reason, out of the blue, she had had enough and didn't want me any more. I sobbed in to my mum for about an hour. Next day I collected all of our little trinkits and special things and took them to her house to give her mum back these things and tell her mum I had no hard feeling for her parents. A red fiesta sat on her drive. I went and rang the door bell, after some time her father answerd the door. I got a cold "she's at school", I pushed the small box in to her hands asked if he could give it to stef please, and walked away. I knew who was there. She and her parents had conspired together. Her ex f*** buddy jack was there and they tried to conceal it. Thats why she woulden't let me come see her that night, thats why I could not speak to her mum, because jack was upstaris in her room. What am I to think now? The girl whom I loved dearly, all along plotting this. She finished it over a text really. 3 and a half years of total love and affection and thats it. Anyway, later on I saw her in college where she confirmed jack was in fact at her house, she started shouting at me, I shouted back and the next thing I know whe won't talk to me again. This is the end of the story of myself and my girl. It has left me a cold, desolate, empty man that was once loved to the ends of the earth, now with nothing. At least I have friends and family. I can't eat, I can't sleep I can't do anything. While my ex lover sleeps in bed with another man. I don't wish bad on her but I also don't wish good. I just hope this new man can make her happier than I ever did. What does it matter that I have stuck by her, made her feel better in the most depressing points in her life, doesn't matter to her, she's got someone better than me now. Great repayment isn't it? If I could turn back the hands of time now, I would never have got involved with her, if I had known what I was in for, I would have seen she was bad news a mile away. But i'm just a fool for these girls. Why can't I find a girl that actually returns my love returns the time I put in to our relationships. Why am I always the mug? Why do I always have to do the running around? Its not fair. Yet every relationship I have had has ended up in me making all the effort, while some chick sits around and knits and does sweet f*** all. Are all girls like this?
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