clairedouglas Posted May 8, 2006 Posted May 8, 2006 My "ex" (and I say ex because we were never even REALLY together) have completely stopped our totally wrong, f*ckbuddy type relationship. It had been going on for 2 years. We may have never officially been together, but we more or less were. Because we are in the same profession, we have a lot of the same friends. Which it turns out are HIS friends. I'm now being excluded from all kinds of things where he's going. With the new GF. Who is much older! and not nearly as cute as me I'm so not over him it isn't funny, and I see him now with new GF all over his and all the other friends' blogs. Taking trips together, having all this fun. It's almost too much to take. The weird thing--I got an call from him like three days ago asking if I would go on a kind of work trip with him to somewhere tropical in september. I emailed and asked why he would want to take me and not someone he's dating at the time--like new GF! He says because we're friends and who knows who he will be seeing in September. I just don't understand why of all people he would have asked me. He could have asked any of the friends to go, and we're hardly speaking. I can't stand seeing him all over the place with the new girl. It hurts in this way that I can't even start to describe. He's doing everything for her he didn't do for me, or so it looks like. Being kind, taking her places, not denying that they're together. I really hate it. We were never good. He's very charismatic and charming, and even though he treated me like crap, I couldn't stop myself from doing everything he wanted and wanting to give him everything. Believe me, I start with the shrink tomorrow. Please help me! Please tell me how I can get past this and just stop caring!!
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