GJ ELMO Posted May 4, 2006 Posted May 4, 2006 HI I HAD A FIONCE FRO 4 YEARS (IM THE GIRL) IF YOU READ UP ON SOMTHINGS HE ROTE FOR A LITTLE BACKROUND ON US, WITH THE NAMES CNTNOKDAHUSTLE OR GHETTO OR MICHEAL201. ANYWAIZ HE AND I WERE A MATCH THAT YOU FIND ONLYE ONCE IN FOREVER WITH OUR PROBLEMS BUT EVERYTHING IN OUR RELATIONSHIP WAS PERFECT ...SEX, LOOKS, PERSONALITY, RELIGION, SAME LIKES, SAME DREAMS, EVEN SCARY THINGS LIKE SAME SCARS OUR PARENST HAVE THE SAME CARS. WE SEE A GREAT FUTURE TOGETHER ..PROBLEM WE MET SO YOUNG15 OR 16 AND THAT PRESSURE LET TO HIM CHEATING AND ME GETTIN HURT. iT WAS SO HARD FOR ME TO FORGIVE AND I COULD TAKE HIM BACK EVEN THOUGH I LOVED HIM I FOUND SOME ONE ELSE, WHO IS THE PERFECT GUY TREATS ME AND DOES EVERYTHIGN MY EX DOESNT AND I WISH HE WOULD DO, AND EVEN THOUGH IT SEEM REALLY BAD MY EX CUT HIMSELF FOR ME WITCH TOTALY TURNS ME ON EVEN THOUGH I DONT WANT HIM HURT HIMSELF. MY EX MAY NOT BE RICH, SOMETIMES HES MACHISTA , AND MAYBE HES NOT IN SCHOOL OR WITH A PROMINANT FUTURE BUT I LOVE HIM STILL I THINK. AND YOU DONT ALWAYS WANT TO BE WITH WHO IS RIGHT FOR YOU I CARE ABOUT HIM AND HOW HE IS INSIDE. I ONLY WANT HIS ATTENTION FOR ME AND I WANT ALL OUR DREAMS TO HAPPEN AND I NO HE WAS HURT THAT I WAS SO QUICK TO MOVE ON AND HE SHOULD I UNDERSTAND I WAS HURT BC HE CHEATED BUT WHY SHOULDNT WE BE TOGETHER . I NO HE LOVES ME YET FEELS LIKE HE SHOULD BE SINGLE.. WITCH I TOTALY AGREE BECAUSE IF ITS REALLY MENT TO BE WE WILL BE TOGETHER NO MATTER WHAT. iM JUST HURT RIGHT NOW BC SOME ONE FROM A VERIZON STORE WHERE HE WAS FIXING HIS PHONE CALLED ME AND SINCE IM THE ACCOUNT HOLDER THEY SAID YOUR FIONCEE IS HERE BLA BLA BLA...OMG I DONT NO WHY THAT JUST GOT TO ME. i DONT THINK WE CAN BE OVER BUT RIGHT NOW WE ACT LIKE WE ARE TOGETHER EVEN THOUGH WE ARE NOT. iS IT RIGHT TO GIVE HIM THE BEST OF BOTH WORLDS? BEING TOGETHER AND STILL BEING SINGLE. i JUST WANT TO BE TOGETHER. yET I AM NOT SELFISH ENOUGH TO KEEP HIM FROM GOING OUT THERE ...I KNO EXACTLY HOW HE FEELS . IM SO UNDERSTANDING I JUST LOVE HIM NOT MATTER WHAT. i JUST WANT TO CRY NOW. I MUST SOUND SO COMPLICATED. M I SELFISH? HELP PLEASE. THERE IS A LOT OF FACTORS BUT OUR STORY IS JUST TO LONG IT WOULD TAKE FOREVER TO PUT HERE. BUT WHY DO I FEEL LIKE THIS. AND IS IT RIGHT THAT WE STILL ACT LIKE WE ARE TOGETHER. iM FINE WITH BEING SINGLE AND CONFINDENT OF HIM BEING SINGLE BUT I WISH HE WOULD JUST REALIZE ONE THING IS GETTIN WITH OTHER PEOPLE, AND EVEN HAVING SEX WITH THE, WHO KNOWS OR MAYBE EVVEN A NICE DATE OR RELATIONSHIP BUT LETTING GOE OF THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE IS SOMETHING VERY DIFFRENT. GUYS WITH EXPERIENCE THAT ARE LIKE 24 OR OLDER WHO HAVE GONE OUT THERE CAN KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT. IM SO CONFUSED NOW. I JUST NEED FOR EVERYTHING TO BE NORMAL HOW IT USED TO BE I JUST WANT TO BE THERE FOR HIM AND I NEED HIS HUGS AND KISSES..AND OUR DREAMS PLANS ...WE ARE STILL BEST FRIENDS AND STILL ACT LIKE WE WERE NORMAL BUT THE FACT THAT THE TITLE ISNT THERE HE SHOULD REALIZE DOESNT CHANGE US. HELP SOME1 ..CNA YOU RELATE TO WHAT IM GOING THROUGH I NEED MAJOR ADVICE!!
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