Guest Posted May 2, 2006 Posted May 2, 2006 So, I didn't think I would every be in this boat. I thought when I married my husband I had meet THE ONE I wanted to be with for the rest of my life. But here goes. I have been married for 10 years (37 years old). I have a part-time job and last year started friendly conversion with one of the delivery guys (9 years younger) and that lead to him coming by my desk and sitting with me long after his day was over. He talked alot about his problems and I listened not expecting that 28 year old would really be interested in me. Anyway, I ended up asking him for a drink and after a few more times going out it progressed to sex. OMG IT WAS GREAT. Things were great. We would text each other 30 times a day and I was loving it. He was so sweet and I liked everything about him. Then after a few weeks he said the reality of the situation was sinking in and it was all getting a bit much and basically that was that!!! I just let it go. I didn't question his decision - I mean for f**k sake I am married, what right do I have. I am so struggling with it right now. I haven't seen him since then, but I just can't stop thinking about him. I don't love my husband I only feel pity and the comparison of the two is driving me crazy. Fortunately my husband doesn't know as I do put on a good face. I just don't know what to do to get past this affair. I guess I really need a little more closer, as to what his reality was. Any help would be much appreciated.
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