Guest Posted April 27, 2006 Posted April 27, 2006 Here's my story...in the shortest form possible..i met my boyfriend when i was 14, by the time i was 15 i got pregnant. I decided to keep the baby and when i was 16 gave birth to my first son, throughout my pregnancy my boyfriend was very cold, and even after i had the baby- he is never affectionate, and doesn't like to talk about anything, when i turned 19 i became pregnant again, this time i had mixed emotions and i wasn't sure if i wanted to keep the pregnancy or not, however, i decided to continue the pregnancy and gave birth to my second son in december of 2004. In the time that we have been together -since my two children- my boyfriend continues to show no emotion, i have left him twice and he begged me both times to come back to him, after i told him what i felt our problems were he promises to change and he says that he really loves me but i just don't feel it. I try to hug him and kiss him and he pushes me away. I am a beautiful girl, i don't know what the problem is? i feel like after all this time he should want more we recently bought a house together and we live a fairly ok life(if you count material things) together minus the love and several other family problems...but i want more...all of this means nothing to me. i wanted to get married and there is always a reason why we can't. I'm at the end and im starting to give up on this, i'm tired of crying myself to sleep just wishing he would hug me. I'm thinking of leaving again and i know if i do , that this is it. i can't go back. But here's the twist im six weeks pregnant and i don't know what to do?! when we found out he was happy. i am very confused... (FYI- the sex is good..but it's not enough..)
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