Guest Posted April 26, 2006 Posted April 26, 2006 I am not proud of the fact that I had a affair with a married man[going through a divorce ,before we met].We met the chemistry was there.And one thing led to another.I didn't think through the concequences of what I was doing.I lived for the moment,and never thought I'd end up so broken.The affair lasted for about a month.We talked on the phone more then we had a physical relationship.He called me late one night and told me that he couldn't do this anymore.That he felt bad about the stolen moments,the fact that at this time he couldnt give me more.That he had to much going on with his divorce,the stress and harrassment from his wife.I listened to what he was telling me and sincerely understood.he asked to keep in touch.Which I have been doing periodically over the past several months. I have tried nc..But I find I only last a few weeks..I will break and call him.he seems happy to hear from me.He has said that if he wasn't going through this we would be getting to know each other ALOT better..But in the same breath he says that he doesnt want anything to do with women.Today I talked to him and now he is telling me that he doesnt think its a good idea to talk anymore.That as of right this minute he feels that we are through for good,then in the same breath he says well,thats how I feel right now.he is my last thought at night and my first thought in the morning.I try to forget him....but I see the way he looks at me when he thinks I dont notice.......help!....
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