linzlou24 Posted April 24, 2006 Posted April 24, 2006 Hi everyone,well im pretty much confused at the situation ive got myself into,so any advice would be very much appreciated.....back in 1999 i was 19 and met this guy who was 24,for the first time in my life and after a physically and mentally abusive relationship i really did fall in love with him,never known a feeling so powerful,if it true that you JUST KNOW that its the person youre meant to be with then from that day ive known that and still do up to this day,im now 26,the thing is back then he was very career minded and couldnt commit,i was a young single mum and though it broke my heart after 2years on and off we went our seperate ways though i knew how much he really did care,i couldnt cope never really knowing where i stood......we stayed in touch by phone but i ended up losing my phone then i moved area so we lost contact,i met another really great guy and am with him now after 3years the thing is ive never ever been able to get this other guy out of my head,maybe for this reason im not in love with my present partner,i love him just not in love,we dont live together and i think he knows deepdown it wont happen,its not like im stringing him along,its just a hard situation as hes very much in love with me and i guess half the time i feel smothered,and i feel so guilty if i had to hurt him,...i couldnt find it in my heart to sleep with anyone else behind his back,but ive recieved an email off my ex,no suggestions just a friendly mail,but i know that one day he will suggest meet up,my heart is in somersaults,i really have always loved and thought about this guy and just KNEW like a sixth sence that one day wed manage find each other again,but am i just playing with fire do you think,i dont want anybody to be hurt,but at same time i dont want lose touch again,i really dont know what to do i feel so torn,if anybody could give me some helpful advice or been in this situation id be so very grateful,thankyou for reading my story.
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