Guest Posted April 21, 2006 Posted April 21, 2006 I was seeing my MM for a little over two months. He never really took me anywhere but he would come over to my house before and after work. I fell fast and hard. I know/knew it was a bad idea but something about him I couldnt say no. I went to his house met his wife and his kids. His wife just thought I was a co-worker. Until.... she got his cell phone bill. All crap has hit the fan. He called me and told me never to call him again email him again or talk to him again. I tried calling his cell phone his phone is no longer in service. I sent him an email his reply back was ' you don't know me LOSE my email address'. I can't eat I can't sleep I cry I feel sick I hate this and I don't know what to do. I can't talk to anyone 'in person' because I know the whole affair was wrong to begin with so it's really hard for anyone to offer up sympathy to me. I don't know what I thought was ever going to happen between us but I do know that what we had I loved and honestly I didnt care that he was married. Ugh I know I know...but I didnt. I keep thinking if I see him somewhere without her maybe he will talk to me or maybe it is her making him say these things to me about not talking or seeing him anymore?..wishful thinking I dont know but I am so depressed over all this.
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