ok this is what i'm feeling

[just_want_her]

Ok so my girlfriend and I are on a break. I'm at my mom's house right now and Friday I'm driving the 8 hours to go back home, but she said we'll play it by ear as far as whether or not we're on a break. We had phone sex the other night so I thought things were looking up. She said she still doesn't know what she wants. She's sick of me being controlling and jealous and she doesn't know if she wants to try and make this relationship work anymore. Well honestly, after the way she's been treating me this past week that I've been gone, neither do I. She's been rude, bitchy for no reason, and has hung up on me more times this past week than I have in the past 6 months. She's going to her mom's house this weekend for her birthday and she said she wants me to come with but I'm not going if I have to sleep alone. Do you have any idea how akward that would make me feel around her parents? I don't think it's fair that I have to sit and wait for her to DECIDE if she wants to be with me or not. I've given her space and time to think about things, but she still "doesn't know." What do I do?

 

Another thing (and sorry for the long post everyone), if you were going to take a few extra shifts at work, would you tell your boyfriend/girlfriend? Well she took a few extra shifts and I was like "okayy.." and she was like "well it's not really up to you, it's up to me." I mean...I know there are some things that I don't have a say in such as who her friends are, etc, but I do have a say in s*** that's going to affect me too. And she said she's signing up for a summer swimming class. Ok, was I ever going to be notified? I mean, it's ruining the first three weeks of my summer vacation too. I don't know what to do anymore and I don't know where to draw a line as far as how bad I'll let her treat me before I end it.

[tikigods]

why are you with someone that just wants to string you along? It doesn't sound like you are anything but booty call to her