Big_A Posted April 18, 2006 Posted April 18, 2006 Well the split is about ten days old. When she left she told me that we could try and see counseling, but I knew it was a lie. She travels for work, she told me she would call me while she was on the road, but did not. All she did was send a couple of text messages, one saying she wasn’t coming home this past weekend. Then last she called. I tried to answer the phone, but luckily I failed, since that would have had me talking to her on her terms not mine. Her message was brief. No mention of being sorry, just imploring me to call her. Later in the evening she sent me another text message saying “Good night Adam… I’m sorry I missed you again” I know that the conversation she wants to have is the final one. The one where she finally admits she isn’t coming back and we figure out how to split up our belongings. I have been doing really well for the past several days and now I’m going to get dragged back down again, because I have to face the music and deal with this last part. While my intellect has accepted that it is over, my emotions are still too entwined to give up that she might be asking to come back. Of course I know it’s not true and that I should not take her back anyway.
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