goodbutch Posted April 18, 2006 Posted April 18, 2006 I wish there was some magical way that things would get better that I could keep the angry feelings about the betrayal instead of the hurt feelings. I know in time life will seem better.. its what I hear everyday but it just word.. kind words but words none the less. Today was a hard day.. I just couldnt seem to keep it off my mind... I went to work I did my job but yet it was still there. People ask me how i am and I just start to cry. I know its better for me that its over. Its better that the lies and the betrayal are over.. still i wish it could have some how been diffrent. I dont wish her any harm but karma will return to her. Lifes hard and strange.. one minute you are ok and the next it feels like a bowling ball was thrown right into your chest. Just praying for that time when my good days out number my bad.
normal guy Posted April 18, 2006 Posted April 18, 2006 Right there with you with all of your feelings. Keep strict NC and you will be better faster. I dragged mine out and made it worse. Do something fun to take your mind off of things. karma's a 8itch
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