Big_A Posted April 17, 2006 Posted April 17, 2006 It has only been about ten days but last night I slept for almost four hours. The first time in a while I've been able to do that. However I dreamt of her. I dreamt I broke NC and felt like such a tool for telling her how much I loved her. I guess that it is good that I did it in a dream instead of real life and hopefullt it will steel my resolve as time progressess from here. It seems so unfair that she could go into the arms of another and not have to deal with heartache as I do. I didn't do anything wrong why am I made to suffer?
NTB Posted April 17, 2006 Posted April 17, 2006 I didn't do anything wrong why am I made to suffer? cause more likely you invested more into this relationship then her keep your chin up kid suffering is a way of healing soon it will be looking better
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