Guest Posted April 12, 2006 Posted April 12, 2006 i dont feel like writing out every little thing that happened..but i was in my first serious realtionship ..it last neraly two yeras..the guy broke up with m4 4 times altogether...the third and 4th time were like 2 weeks apart.... he made so many promises that he would change and he would quit doing this hasty breaking up and yet two weeks after i decide to risk it all for him even though he did some pretty awful stuff the night of the third break up he breaks up with me again over something dump.. he played mind games trying to make me think i was wrong and he did many other things thourghout the relationship to hurt me ( although no cheating that i know of)...i tried, and i know i was not perfect, but i sacrificed a lot for him. anyways..i was soooo mad that he promised me the world for basicaly the first time ever after that thrid break up and then he broke up with me again. so i said awful things about him ebing awful in bed and that i hoped he burned in hell and that he needed to get hair transpalnts ( basically everything i knew he was self coscious about).....i was just soooooooo hurt by all of his lies and manipulation and that he actually broke up with me again. anyways...i feel abd about what i said..i think it made it to where this time around he doesnt hurt so much ...and he thinks that i am the one to blame for all the problems where as be4 he didnt. my question is...everyone says i should not apologize. .its been about two weekls..he is already posting stuff on his website to hurt me, such as talking to exes and saying he is dating..and it hurts really bad. but should i apologize to him just to take the upper road...even though he broke my heart into a million pieces and should apologize to me as well. i dont want him to think that i agree that i was wrong, cus i wasnt..i just dont like the things i said to him regardless of how badly he emotinally abused and hurt me. also the first week i was so mad at him after the breakup that i wasnt too depressed cus i had the anger to get me by, but now i am losing that anger and i miss him and am sad...this is soo hard..what to do !
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