Dacy Posted April 11, 2006 Posted April 11, 2006 I've been married 11 years sober 11 years received God11 years I've been in a emotionaly abuseive marriage,sexual abuse also and I left to fall in the arms of my ex boyfriend father of my 1st child .My husband allowed me to see him with his daughter and we did .Then I fell for him once again had'nt seen or heard from him in 11 years an all thoes feelings came back I was 18 when I started seeing him we had great times.He and I fooled around and did;t have sex.But it's still adultry I ca'nt ever show my face in church I have stayed in bed an cryed for a month now I have no contact with him.Because I am a married women .Husband understands me is been no longer emotionaly abusive and wants to have sex with me now .But now I carry guilt an am a horrible person .I fell into the devils trap I know better why did'nt I listen to God am I going to hell.
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