i saw her today

[burtjr]

today went and saw my wife of 38 years and that was a terrible mistake we have talk before in person and old stuff keeps coming up and messing up our chance to talk, she is living with her aunt has been for 6 weeks today i went over determine to have a civil conversation. then she started me and i started doing the things i knew not to do i got hurt by what she was saying and siad things back. we were schuedle to see the mc on april 17 together. i have seen the mc by myself 3 times and my wife was seeing her before my wife left. now i am afraid my wife won't go to mc with me and that would be a terrible setback, she is saying things again like we are'nt going to get back together and i am afraid. i try to stay away from her but i miss her so much CAN ANYONE HELP ME I AM EXERCISING 5 TIMES A WEEK BUT AT NIGHT I MISS HER. WE DOESN'T SEEM TO MISS ME AT ALL WHAT CAN I DO PLEASE HELP I WANT HER BACK. SHE IS MOVING INTO AN APTARTMENT TOMMORROW AND HAS A6 MONTH LEASE