Guest Posted April 6, 2006 Posted April 6, 2006 it's been three months since she moved another man into her house and i still daydream about grabbing her by her overworked hair and sticking her face in scalding water. over and over i think about this. and i live with my sister,because i'm too poor to afford no roomate and they're best friends (thats how i came to know her) so she comes over and i just stay in my room and masturbate to her voice coming from the down the hall and the fantasies become violent. when i see her her she tries to talk small talk with me like nothing happened, like were still friends. can you believe the nerve?
riobikini Posted April 9, 2006 Posted April 9, 2006 If the violent urges begin to look as if they might surface into reality, get professional help. And leave the apartment whenever she is present. -Rio
2sunny Posted April 9, 2006 Posted April 9, 2006 Wow, you need to mellow out, this seems a bit frightening to me. Avoid seeing her and occupy your time with more positive actions and thoughts. Volunteer and/or work out at the gym....
Warmachine Posted April 9, 2006 Posted April 9, 2006 You need to do something to cool off. I had a few similar thoughts when I broke up, but it's not going to get you anywhere. Masturbating to her voice while imagining sick fantasies might suggest you need some therapy for this. Why don't you see a shrink and let it all out? Also, the suggestion of the gym is a good one too. If you use that frustration lifting weights, you might turn out pretty buff... seriously. I know what you're going through though. Just don't let it get out of control, or you'll be in deep trouble and won't be getting the kind of relationship you want next time around, if you know what I mean. The future can be a bright one if you have patience...
burning 4 revenge Posted April 10, 2006 Posted April 10, 2006 when i am really frustrated i take out on my keyboard. i'm not the type to want to ever hurt anyone (physically, not emotionally) and hurting a woman physically is inconceivable to me. words are my weapons of choice. just venting with shock value. and, incidentally, i started this thread my first time here. sorry if it spooked anyone.
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