david x Posted April 1, 2006 Posted April 1, 2006 ive got this problem. a while back i fell in love for the first time ever. i was extremely in love with this cute girl with brown hair. i loved her face. and i dreamed abotu her a lot. in the back of my head i knew i would never have her. and she has been showing her uninterest. ive come to accept this. it is harsh but i have to move on. and it was more of what she looked like and the way she acted then how she really was, that made me love her. it was not real love. and my problem is i liked that feeling, its something ive never felt before. even if it was just a fantasy. and now i cant feel it any more. i dont feel any feelings towards anyone, like i used to be like. now my life feels empty. i didnt care before but now that i have felt it i care. i generally dont feel any feelings of attraction towards women, whether they are beautiful or ugly. the only thing i feel like doing is passive past-times like video games or tv, i never enjoyed sports the only reason i ever did them was to have something to impress. i do feel sexual attraction to beautiful women but nothing else. i don't really care about getting to know them and i wouldnt care if something happened to them. i dont feel like a man anymore.
ddnnee Posted April 1, 2006 Posted April 1, 2006 sounds like me... tho if u don't find love, love will find you. so are you asking a question or making a statement.
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