Autum Posted March 30, 2006 Posted March 30, 2006 I'm now so confused and 'depressed' AGAIN! Fiance broke off with me after 2 yrs. of Long distance, 4yrs. of relationship. We lived together for 1 year before we parted for Job transfer. Beginning in Nov 05 he was 'different'...and Jan.02, said Goodbye. "can't wait anymore..." he said. We saw eachother is 8/2005 for 2 weeks (the last time) I wanted to reconcile, he said he 'lost' the LOVE because of distance Then admitted he is 'seeking' someone else since Nov. No contact since Jan. 4th. This week, he contacted my brother for my address - need to send my stuff back (he lost the paper where my address/phone number was). Brother doesn't have my address. I contacted him, he wants my address. I gave and he asked for my phone number so he can write them down too. So...I give that again too. Conversation went warm. We both said we miss each other, he ask about my family, we do small talk. Said it's hard to send my things but can't keep at his home anymore. I told him I still loved him very much, he said....'when you left again, love went with it..', but said he miss me 'sometimes'. So... if he is still 'seeing' this person and stopped "loving" me, why tell me all this...? Why ask for phone number ? Why say, " I miss your company, honey, because I never had that", ? What is this...some sign or just his moment of weakness? Now, I feel so empty again....because my stuff is in the mail, it's really over... Any idea anyone? Please help me understand....I'm so heartbroken.
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