NightsInWhiteSatin Posted March 27, 2006 Posted March 27, 2006 We still love eachother...but can't be together...and he wants us to be friends and maybe...who knows in a few months if he's sorted his life out we could give us another go. I got upset...and scared...sent him a letter saying it will hurt too much to be his friend when i can't be with him but i'll always love him etc I've changed my mind...everyone keeps telling me what i've done is for the best...but i love him too much to say goodbye... These are his last words to me: I could never hate you I love you…but that doesn’t mean that we should be together now I don’t know what I think at the minute my heads doing somersaults, I really think we shouldn’t be together...I cant bear the thought of us hating each other, and that will happen if we carry on like this… I just want to be there for you all the time and I can’t In 2 months or something it may be different, I don’t see what we can do to make it better...my heart just isn’t into it any more. I love you but I need to sort my life out, and I cant do that with you right now I love you, you are beautiful but I cant watch us disintegrate like this I’m sat here crying to myself, but this has to happen I couldn’t bare us hating each other or having a massive fight I’m sorry this has to happen. I love you so much, to carry on is stupid. We can talk every day, phone, text, msn everything I’m here no matter what and in a few months, weeks whatever, things may be different I love you He hasn’t read my letter yet…but I can’t get through to him on the phone to tell him that I do want to be friends. He says his heart just isn’t into it anymore…if we’re going to be friends should I give him plenty of space…I don’t want to ruin things now…please can somebody give me some advice…
kayla Posted March 29, 2006 Posted March 29, 2006 hi i just want u to know that your not alone i feel the same way about me ex.i love him with all my heart and i cant just be his friend its WAY to hard and i dont think that moving ons guna help ive moved on but my hearts still into my ex!i will always love him.if its ment to be it will happen!
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