ashley83 Posted March 23, 2006 Posted March 23, 2006 It has been 2 and a half months of NC for me, and I am so depressed lately. Not so much a desperate sadness where I just can't function, just kinda a quiet sadness especially in the mornings when I'm more pensive thinking..."How could he have treated me so badly, why didn't I listen to what my head was telling me in the beginning of the relationship?" Stuff like that. I'm not angry...just "why was he so dishonorable?" And now I want so badly to find happiness again. I know I will. I just want it to be now.
KittenMoon Posted March 23, 2006 Posted March 23, 2006 Amen, sister. Go to the mall, buy some new make-up and a new outfit, give a flirty smile to a cute guy you see while you are there for no reason at all, and pretend he's miserable and watching you be so happy.
Guest Posted March 23, 2006 Posted March 23, 2006 Ashley, believe me it is agood thing. You have to hit bottom before you see the sunshine again. It took me 6 months to pass stage that youa re right now, so you can even consider yourself lucky. You will probably feel even worse in coming days but then things will change, believe me. Just don't forget to respect yourself!
trone Posted March 23, 2006 Posted March 23, 2006 Ashley, believe me it is agood thing. You have to hit bottom before you see the sunshine again. It took me 6 months to pass stage that youa re right now, so you can even consider yourself lucky. You will probably feel even worse in coming days but then things will change, believe me. Just don't forget to respect yourself!
In Sync Posted March 23, 2006 Posted March 23, 2006 It has been 2 and a half months of NC for me, and I am so depressed lately. Not so much a desperate sadness where I just can't function, just kinda a quiet sadness especially in the mornings when I'm more pensive thinking..."How could he have treated me so badly, why didn't I listen to what my head was telling me in the beginning of the relationship?" Stuff like that. I'm not angry...just "why was he so dishonorable?" And now I want so badly to find happiness again. I know I will. I just want it to be now. You are going through the stages...alot a thoughts are going to psuh you to the edge, but consider this like cleansing toxins from your body heart and mind. You can't get the good stuff until your system had rid itself of the bad that. You will find happiness and laugh and enjoy life, but I won't lie to you, there will be rocky days for you to go get through. In this time, exercise eat right and get some rest. Treat yourself well in spite of the moments you feel sad. It takes work to be happy sometimes!
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