Wintersbloom Posted March 23, 2006 Posted March 23, 2006 Thank you for reading my post. I am not sure how I am feeling to be honest. I know that something has "changed" in the way I feel for or what I expect from my husband. We have been married less than a year and yet here I am writing about breaking up. He has lied to me, continued a relationship with an ex behind my back, discussed sex and meeting with this woman! Even after I find out this, I agree to try...we set up counseling, he agrees not to have messengers on his computer, not to chat and to limit his time online all together. Only to discover he has installed messengers behind my back AGAIN. Has stone walled me several times...the last time. He responded to my reminding him of our counseling appointment with "oh"and not coming. He has become indignant after discovering I had a key logger on his system. He insists "we have no love it you can't trust me...to don't you have faith in me" ..what??? It seems after a few months I should have forgotten about any "cheating" and let him do whatever he wants. The last time he did not go to counseling.... something "changed" in me. My counselor suggested I not focus on emotions. This allowed me to see my partner clearly, he is not this prince charming and we do not have a fairly tale marriage. I am not sure if he is capable of reciprocal love. At any rate, here I am...we live in the same house. My sex drive has gone from...can't get it enough.... I love him so much...to...he's cute. But no lust. I have spoken with him several times.... but I am not getting through to him. He seems to feel that no matter what. I will be here for him. *Shakes head* Help!!!
whats wrong with me Posted March 23, 2006 Posted March 23, 2006 you do need help, seriously (help to get away from him) I dont have any advice but surely someone else does!
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