haley_jaylove Posted March 22, 2006 Posted March 22, 2006 Hi, i'm going to make a long story short. About 7 months ago I fell in love with this boy named jeremy. He took me from the boy that treated me like a piece of s***. Jeremy has a very big temper and jealousy problem and for some reason I loved that and it made me love him even more. He did do alot of weed and took alot of pills to feel good. He would not call me for 2 days to 2 weeks. But when he would call he would break down and cry telling me how much he loved me and that he was sorry. He was a fighter. Everytime a guy messed with me or hurt he would get there face or beat them up. When we were together he would make me feel like I was actually a person. I am a very dramatic person so I cry alot. Everyone calls me a prep. So finally he got tired of all of the s*** at school and got home schooling. It was fine with me cause it gave me more room to breath but I missed him alot. So about 2 months ago a new guy came to school well I had went out with him before so he knew who I was. He liked me out of all the other girls. He was always flirting. We have 4th period together. During that class we were in the closet getting supplies for are projects and he just kissed me. So after class I was telling everyone what happened. But I did not tell Jeremy. But it got to him by this girl named Tessie. They are like brother and sister. She told him I cheated. Well when I called him he started cussing me telling me he was going to have people beat my ass. I told Brandon that night and he told me to tell Jeremy he wanted to fight. Jeremy also wanted to fight. So i scheduled it for that Friday. I couldn't sleep I kept crying his grandma told me not to call Jeremy or she would call the cops. I wanted to tell him how much i loved him. I wanted to tell him that he was the one for me the only one. I tryed to KILL myself over him that wensday. I cut my stomach open. I got out of the hospital Friday morning. I wrote a note and gave to a friend that lived by him. The friend gave it to him. It pretty much said how much i loved him and what i did. I had my friend call him on 3 way and I said how do you feel now. He said i dont want to hear this s*** your doing to yourself and then he hung up. That night they got in a fight and jeremy tryed to kill brandon but did not succeed. That night I got over Jeremy and went out with brandon. Brandon treated me great until 4 days ago he told me that i was crazy. You know for CRYING so much. So pretty much he used me. Now im back in love with Jeremy. And i called his mom last night telling her i was going to call her back. But i dont know what to say to her.
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